Artemis has 13 hunting dogs, and as hunting dogs, they are well-trained and well-cared for. The Amnisades in particular look after them.
The dogs are my emotions in the Goddess Project. I have always felt that they are out of my control, that nothing I do can control them. The safest place for me and those around me is an unemotional state. Actually accepting the emotions (not just talking about accepting them) is going to involve a new visualization. I am finally ready to do that.
All of dogs are in my acceptable zones - green, yellow and blue. All of them will be in all the zones.
My 4 green zone dogs are:
Philo (love) - the one who keeps me safe. (Image: Tarot Mucha, The Fool card) |
Thaumazo (awestruck) - when I feel beauty (Image: picjumbo) |
Autarkeia (contented) - the default state of content (Image: hectorshousecrete.org, animal rescue shelter, 'Daisy') |
Chara (joyful) - happy. (Image: wikipedia) |
My 5 yellow zone dogs are:
Agalliasis (exuberant joyfullness!) - overexcited, overstimulated. (Image: Manuela Kulpa) |
Thumoo (angry) - anger (Image: Toby Dog) |
Strepho (changing because of remorse) - remorse (Image: Wikipedia) |
Tis (what? where? why?) - anxiety (Image: hectorshousecrete.org, animal rescue shelter, 'Chrissey') |
Agon (pressured, like an athlete at the Olympics) - pressured (Image: hectorshousecrete.org, animal rescue shelter, 'Louise') |
And my 4 blue zone dogs are:
Katakeimai (laying in bed sick) - feeling sick, tired (Image: takisshelter.org, animal rescue shelter, 'Annina') |
Exaporeomai (no way out) - hopelessness (Image: picjumbo) |
Tremo (trembling from fear) - fear (Image: picjumbo) |
Klauthmos (wailing, bitter weeping from despair) - despair (Image: hectorshousecrete.org, animal rescue shelter, 'Rolo') |
My previous visualization of accepting emotions was to invite them to a tea party because I was too afraid of them to give them a hug, as the counselors always suggested. However, I could invite them to the table, introduce them to the others, give them a comfortable chair and tea and cake. But they were still at arms reach.
With cherished dogs, I can hug and cuddle them. I will be literally embracing my emotions. I can talk to them, identify the problem, how I feel, what we can do about it. Then their friends can come and get them, because emotions are supposed to come and go, not stay forever.
I will have help with them. I can take them for walks with my friends, my family, my community. I can tell people about them, get some new perspectives, get support. I can take real walks in nature while I do this.
I can feed them positive self-talk, acceptance, positive visualizations.
I can train my hunting dogs with plans, check-ins, strategies. I can take them hunting with me - emotions are key to survival and growth. When we go hunting we will be going into a stressful situation.
I can play with my dogs by practicing while they are not escalated, by having fun with them while I practice.
"Emotions are a fast-track, inescapable source of information about how to stay safe, survive, and thrive in an ever-changing environment. Emotion is closely linked to motor activity—both are mediated by the autonomic nervous system—and is thought to motivate a behavioral response. The emotion of fear, for example, stimulates a withdrawal response without any thought required. Positive emotions include happiness, love, and pride; they foster a sense of expansion and psychological growth. Negative emotions include fear, anger, sadness, and disgust; they create discomfort as a way to warn us to attend to something important. Key components of emotional regulation are Self-awareness—noticing what you feel and being able to name it; emotional acceptance—particularly accepting the discomfort of negative emotions without judging them or taking steps to change them, and cognitive reappraisal—reframing a negative event as a more positive one. distancing—gaining perspective by looking at your situation “as a fly on the wall” can also be a useful approach." psycologytoday.com
Update: Feb. 3, 2024
The last few years I have been reading books with Shifters as characters. Many of them describe the struggle to master their beast (wolf, bear, lion, ect.). Some of the characters repress their beast, never letting them out for fear of the damage they can do. This generally kills both beast and person as they both go mad eventually. A mentor often comes along to teach them how to live together.
I was recently struck by how I am afraid to let my emotions out, and try my hardest to never let them show. Naming the dogs was a start but I need to figure out exactly how living with the dogs is going to work.
So, I'm going to have Artemis's twin brother Apollo help out. Apollo pulls the sun, Artemis pulls the moon with the magical deer pulling her chariot. Every day, as they pass each other, Apollo will help Artemis let out her dogs. A daily routine of checking in with the emotions - are they doing good? Do any of them need help? Feel each emotion every day. This will be in the Green Zone like the daily self-care things.
And that thing where emotions come and go, like waves / clouds / water in the river? Here the dogs will run through the forest before shifting back inside Artemis. If the feelings linger, then we let them keep running and check in off and on to see if they are done yet. Apollo Lykairos is Lord of the Wolves. Both Apollo and Artemis were wolf-born (their birth is surrounded by wolf stories) and werewolf stories were common in Ancient Greece. It will be a bit like letting out the beast when I let out the emotions.
'Apollo and Artemis, twins born of Leto and Zeus, were the divine archers of Greek mythology. They were similar in many ways — they both had a love for archery and the hunt, they were equally, highly venerated, and they often chose youthful forms to express themselves. However, they were also the opposites of one another: Apollo represented the sun and day, whereas Artemis’ domain was the night and everything touched by moonlight. The divine twins were effectively two sides of the same coin — inseparable yet different. One without the other was inconceivable.
Apollo and Artemis were the children of Leto and Zeus. Leto was a goddess primarily worshipped for her representing matrons, and she was a divine protector of the young. She was often associated with the wilderness and wolves, associations which she passed on to her daughter, Artemis.
The symbolism of the coin with two sides was manifest in the twins’ responsibilities. In Greek mythology, Apollo and Artemis each had dominion over different parts of the cycle of day to night. Apollo was given the responsibility of raising the sun each day across the sky, from east to west. Naturally, his sister Artemis drew the moon across the sky throughout the night. As such, Apollo became associated with golden light and Artemis silver light. Overall, Artemis and Apollo worked in tandem to bring light to the world in myth.
Apollo and Artemis were often in opposition, and yet they sometimes came together in unison. Together they represent the impossibility of having one side of something without the other. Without the light, there would be no moon. Their opposites and parallels signify the duality of mankind through divine expression.' Bethany Williams, thecollector.com
Sounds like I have to accept the bad with the good. Should be interesting.
The sun wolf will be how Apollo appears to Artemis each day. Not scary. Able to play with the dogs.
Image: Hannah Kincannon. |