oh my, what a spring.
for some reason, I had been soooooo sad.
I think maybe too much exposure to sickness and death and disaster - from facebook, of all things. I don't watch TV because of that, and I don't read much in the news. But facebook was supposed to be a safe place for me, and lately its not.
And a lot happened - shootings, floods, drownings, bombings - many of which I had personal connections to. and thinking of jenna all the time - who, by the way, is doing well.
then pascha totally messed me up, being all about death, and I heard the services with the mother's viewpoint of losing her son for the first time.
I really have to live in my own little world, or its just too much for me.
I feel better now. finally.
I will finish the jenna project when i can, finding photos for the days i missed. it will take longer, but it will still be done.
a little funny to lighten the mood - i bought a children's cd for the truck, for my daycare babies. one of the songs is johnny cracked corn. my middle daughter asked incredulously, "johnny crapped corn?!". That prompted a long discussion on what cracked corn is. But now none of us can listen to that song without cracking up, lol!