Persephone has been helping Artemis in the Yellow Meadow as she struggles with the dogs. The green journey replaces the old orange and red zones.
A. It starts with Britomartis. The dogs have led Artemis deeper into the mountains of Crete, and near Gortyn, Britomartis stops Artemis from going any further. The dogs are out of control and they scatter into the hills, all except Philo, who goes everywhere with Artemis and keeps her safe.
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Britomartis Image: Helena Nelson Reed, (Goddess Ostara). |
Britomartis is an oread (a mountain nymph, a dryad from a pine tree), a Minoan goddess of hunting and fishing on Crete who invented the hunting nets used for hunting small game, fowl and fish. Her association with fishermen, sailors, harbours and navigation is translated to Artemis and Athena on Crete, and ties them to Triton and Poseidon. Britomartis was beloved of Artemis and they spent their days wandering the hills and hunting. She is generally portrayed holding small animals. She is also called Dictynna, as she leapt off of Mt. Dicte and into the sea to escape the attentions of King Minos, who pursued her for months. In the green journey, she is Donna, my counselor. When things progress beyond the Yellow Meadow and I become consumed with fear, then she will help me navigate this next part.
B. Britomartis takes Artemis to the Neraidospilios cave.
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Image: Athena Glaukopis, Thalia Took. |
The cave is the home of Athena Tritogeneia, a goddess with startling blue eyes (from Poseidon and Triton) and ties to an Egyptian goddess. The cave and gorge have natural springs and still supply water to the port city of Heraklion and other towns/villages with the Astraki aqueduct. Athena is one of the 7 goddesses that represent different parts of women in the book my goddess project is based on - Athena represents the business part - clever, strategic, ruthless, patriarchy, hierarchy, career orientated. I hadn't found a way to use that side before, and I didn't really want to. I think I've been trained to view that as undesirable. We had opposite teams in my family. I was on my Mom's team - hippie farmer, and against my Dad's team - logical scientist. In order to be on my Mom's team, I had to find business and careers as negative, unethical, greedy, etc. However, Athena Tritogenia is based on Neith, an ancient Egyptian creation goddess (always pictured with a bow and arrow as she is the patron of hunting), much like Kali. Mother Nature in all her awesomeness, the circle of life with creation and destruction. Fierce / caring / ruthless - all at once. That got my foot in the door, and now I'm learning to see Athena's traits in myself as something positive.
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Neith Image: Noxiihunter, deviant art (Bastet Huntress) |
I did a tarot reading for the new moon a couple of days ago. A new moon means a new lunar cycle is starting. My first card was to give insight on the path I am on as I cycle through the seasons. I chose from Maia Toll's Bestiary Oracle Deck and the cat came up, which says "I am worthy". It is all about how cats don't ask, they just know they are worthy; the artwork is Egyptian as the Egyptian goddess Bastet was all about worshipping cats; and the mountain lion observes and then combines knowledge with action. My goddess project has "I am worthy" as one of its steps so a very timely card.
Athena Tritogeneia becomes my 'voice of reason', the way I make lists and spend so much time preventing bad consequences, the way I try to read everything I can, the way I seek knowledge from everywhere. This project will help me use my Athena side to apply the knowledge I have been collecting for years. Athena will help me strategize a plan to get out of the gorge. I will try having Athena use WISE MIND instead of being overwhelmed by out-of-control emotions all the time.
Athena / Neith / Kali stop Artemis in the middle of her running in circles, they make her notice her cues (constant anxiety, PTSD, super emotional, quick to tip, feeling like I can't do this) and make her stop ignoring her stress. They send out courage, stability, fierceness, and worthiness. The picture of Kali below shows her riding a lion, a symbol of power and of anger, something that she can help control. Shiva, her consort, is under her foot. Kali had been rampaging out of control, finally he put himself in her way. She started to calm down once she noticed that she was hurting him, her tongue is out as an expression of her embarrassment and remorse. Kali's presence means she is forcing me to face what is happening and to do something about it, instead of ignoring it. The more I ignored Artemis's struggles, the more desperate I became and I made desperate decisions. Ignoring her distress hurt me and everyone around me.
Athena is Artemis's sister and they spend time together in the myths. Athena will accompany Artemis on her journey through the gorge.
C. Outside the cave is a pool where Artemis returns to her green zone supports - Persephone has brought everyone from the green and yellow zones, and they wait for her here. Of her 60 oceanid companions, the ten nymphs who are mentioned in myths are Nephelai, cloud/rain nymphs (they brought water up to the sky so it could rain down) and here they represent the self-care strategies that need to be paid attention to every day:
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Phaino (Shine) - is 'spreading your light by helping others'. Image: Kinuko Y. Craft.
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Ianthe (Heat) - relaxation (heating pad, tea, hot shower, cozy nest, . . . ) Image: Kinuko Y. Craft, (Pandora).
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Phiale (pouring water from bowl) - eating well, taking meds and supplements, brushing teeth. Image: Josephine Wall, (Water of Life). |
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Leukippe (Fast White Clouds) - exercise, walks. Image: Josephine Wall, (Cloud Surfing).
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Crocale (Seashore) - nature. Image: Frank C. Pape. |
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Psecas (Rain Shower) - drink water. Image: Ana Miralles. |
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Rhanis (Rain Drop) - social - do things with others. Image: Emily Balivet, Sisterhood of the Silk Road from my Mystical Sisters Oracle Deck. |
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Nephele (Cloud) - Sleep |
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Hyale (Crystal) - Mystical hobbies, art, creating, projects. Image: Winter Fairy, KirTat. |
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Elektra (Light thru Mist) - habit trackers. Image: Arthur Rackham, Rainbow Goddess. |
Here also, the dogs return. They are rambunctious and naughty, but they have calmed down a bit now that Artemis has more help. Just knowing that there is a plan is helpful.