well, there were a lot of people paying attention to facebook, and curious enough to take the time to read the whole blog.
erk.
but excellent feedback. and I have started talking to my sister about feelings *gasp*. (our family doesn't talk about feelings, or show feelings. except my mom, but we all roll our eyes - she's a mom, for god's sake, what does she know? lol)
so, the first step was a doozy, but alls well that ends well.
now i have to think of another fear. and actually, I think its not fear so much as anxiety. which are different.
like, when hubby said he was going away for 3 months, I immediately began to be afraid of noises at night, had to get a monitor so i could hear the kids better, had trouble sleeping, ect. thats anxiety, not a fear of the dark or something.
He just phoned. Was supposed to come home in 2 days, stay for awhile, then go up north looking for a job. However, he got a call to work in revelstoke for 2 weeks, so he'll come home tonight at midnight, and leave tomorrow at 9am with our only vehicle.
so.
some rethinking, some juggling. some more missing him, from all of us. but we'll survive, we always do. thank goodness for med's. lol.
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